Box of Chocolates..

Bangs not

2011-09-26T10:39:00.003+08:00

Tried getting those "bangs" once again recently and it looks relatively better as compared to the past. But I'm done with it, gonna keep back my fringe as I find that it gets in the way of my eyes and it's not that easy to manage especially when I have a morning flight and I've to get up earlier than usual to blow dry those fringe. If managed wrongly, then there it goes, uber bad hair day.

My hair doesn't seem to be growing ever since. It's still stuck midway, when it curls at the bottom when I tie it up into a ponytail. It kinda irritates me. Was contemplating if I should get extensions done or not?.. miss my locks.

On a lighter note, I'm exactly 4 days away to see the boyfriend. (: It's like a judgement day for me as well, when the bf will tell me the truth if I've put on weight or not! lol.. then it'll be October. Not exactly my favorite month but I have something to look forward to (: can't wait!!!

Will be meeting the ladies tonight for dinner and some picture craze sessions..

Till the next update ;)

xoxo
jo

December dreams

2011-09-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

Looking through peoples' birthday celebration, I feel like doing one for myself this year. Somewhere along the line of "turquoise and white theme.." hmm definitely balloons, cupcakes, friends and just hang out and have fun (:

My 21st might have been sucky but it's okay (: there's always another year to celebrate.

The contractor came today, gave the quotations and all, hopefully it'll be nice and cosy after all the renovations and what nots. Can't wait for it to actually happen!! time when I can finally get rid of unwanted stuffs and bring in new furniture and a WARDROBE of my own!! (:

Hopefully everything goes according to plan..
Looking forward (:

nom nom nom

2011-07-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

Can I request for some nice yummy cakes from "cupcakes n bakes"
some nice little get together at "hatched"
some nice relaxing spot for a little picnic..

just some small and random thoughts on such a sunny and nice weather today.. (:

The cycle

2011-06-19T08:23:00.002+08:00

Each time when I'm back home, there's bound to be new stories heard. The anger and the disappointments. It has come to a point where it got so bad, everyone is giving up.

Oreo Cheesecake

2011-06-12T17:04:00.002+08:00

I've finally used the recipe Sop got for me- Oreo cheesecake. Though it took 12 hours to complete, it was a satisfaction! as this was the first time attempting it, there was lots of things to be done through that 12 long hours. The effort, the patience, the correct ingredients, the heat. Best of all, we did everything without a CAKE MIXER. To whisk the egg whites till it turns into "foam" was extremely tiring! effort goes to Sher for that. All in all we baked about 10 cheesecakes. LOL~! the first 4 were burnt due to the adjustments of the time and temperature, we need to trial and error due to the size of my oven and that we couldn't follow the exact timing and temperature given on the recipe.

When we finally had our very first successful cheesecake done, that feeling of satisfaction and excitement was overwhelming..it felt good. (:

I'm definitely going to get a cake mixer soon before the next baking session, in the meantime, I'm gonna go to the fridge to grab more cheesecake as it's finishing soon!

xoxo

Jojo (:

2011-06-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

It's interesting to know that, there's actually people reading my entries, and that your comments do make my day. Be it for your sarcasm or your thoughts that you think it'll kill you if you don't pen it down. I appreciate the feedback. Be it I'll taste my own medicine or not, it's not up to you to conform upon me. No one is saint, did I not say that I'm not here to be a clown to please all?. People do make mistakes, and learn from it, maybe you haven't learn from yours. Or that maybe you haven't realize you did fault as well? why not just learn from it and MOVE ON?. I know I've made mistakes in my life, and that there'll never come a second chance to change the facts. It'll take time to let it go, if I irks you that much.. you could jolly well not read my entries.

Don't torture yourself. Stop making yourself a living hell. Move on..

review

2011-06-03T01:13:00.001+08:00

Tonight I feel otherwise.

going "buck" to work

2011-06-01T11:52:00.002+08:00

The 9 days of leave has finally come to an end. Though we've only spent our days in sunny island Singapore, it was more than enough for us to have the fun and rest we needed. (:

It seriously doesn't matter whether you'll be able to go overseas or not when you're on leave. It's the company that means the whole lot. As for now, I've to compose myself, and prepare for work tomorrow. Though there were times that we dread heading back to work, I guess we should strike a balance between work and play..not gonna whine anymore that I'm heading back to work.

Cheerios~

what goes around comes around

2011-05-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

I'm not perfect no one is, I'm not saying that everyone has to like me neither am I here to be a clown to please all. After a while in this chaotic industry or should I say in every industry, you'll learn that you can't trust no one except yourself. If you're able to find a handful amongst the people, you should start counting your blessings.

I'm glad I know who got my back, so long as you do what you're suppose to do and not interfere in unnecessary 'stirs', you're more or less on safe grounds. I'm no master of the 'sa-ka' and do not bow down to them. I'm trying to learn the way of not being so judgmental of things/people unless necessary. It's a bad habit I picked up before and I'm trying to do away with it. After all, 'hear says' are pretty harmful, it hurts relations and other factors will subsequently snowball.

It's best to let bygones be bygones.
Be the bigger man..

Early morning

2011-05-04T05:48:00.003+08:00

It's pretty sad that I can't continue to sleep further especially on my off day. I gave up trying to sleep after tossing and turning in bed for the longest time ever.

I've another dental appointment later at 9:30am with RMG. I'm bearing so much fear in me, I guess that's partly why I couldn't sleep in peace. The thought of the dentist trying to use those shiny equipments in my mouth..UGH. It's really a serious investment for me. The sufferings just got to end. I haven't been able to chew properly for the longest period of time and it seriously upsets me, as I'm a person that's fond of eating. It came to a point whereby I rather pop pills to kill the aches and not eat for the rest of the day, that's how bad the ache got to me. No more sweet tooth, it has finally taken a toll on my tooth. ) :

While these past few weeks that I'm away from here, I went ice-skating!! I enjoyed myself a lot though it was kind of tiring as I was trying to cope with the skates for the first hour, while the bf has to stick with me to ensure that I don't fall. So sweet of him, so bad of me. I kept pushing him away, as in I want him to go enjoy, instead of sticking to me when I needed support. LOL. It was pretty much a tiring day for him, as he was wearing skates that had slightly bended blades. I really enjoyed skating. At least I managed to skate better in the second hour. We bought volleyball as well. (: can't wait to get my hands on it (: There's so much that went on in the past weeks, caught a few movies, hung out with his friends. All in all I don't have much to complain about (: hahaha.

I enjoyed myself while bf did the back breaker (:

2011-04-21T08:41:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I've penned down a proper entry. Days been going by pretty fast. I've a feeling I didn't worked hard enough this month, and it's already coming to an end. May is approaching, and I can't foresee what's ahead. There'll definitely be lots of things going on but can't picture it as of yet but I can finally say TGIF tomorrow because I'll be off (:

It's been a while since I really dress up for an occasion/outing and the only group of people that makes me feel so stressful when I have to meet up with them-the primary school peeps. It's either I'll be overdressed or under,which in this case it's always UNDER. LOL I'll be meeting them tomorrow and now I've a huge headache on what to wear. The theme is "Casual". When questioned what's Fang's casual, she told me "either maxi dress or long skirt.." base on my understanding, my form of casual are :shorts, tees, tank tops,etc. LOL oh well.. I hope I'll figure something out by tonight.

It's been the longest time since I've seen the ladies, work has really tied them down, having to meet with deadlines and all. I wonder what I'll be like if I were in their "mess" hahaha. Sitting in the office cramping the accounts, the audits, reports and more reports. Generating brain cells every single day. Sometimes, I do feel like changing my job to work in the office, to experience those "OL's" lifestyle and also to work my rusty braincells a little...

Time will tell, I'm giving myself 2 years to figure it out..

Thoughts lingers~

Drop that bomb

2011-04-18T09:03:00.001+08:00

Im weighing at 56kg as of 18 April 2011. FAT PIG IS BACK!!!

Failed Model LOL

2011-04-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

Went for a photo shoot today. It was crazy, hmm not much of a fun experience for me as I was clad in outfits that I wasn't comfortable with. Oh well, guess I'm not cut out to be a model after all. Hopefully I'll look okay?. LOL. At least I've the experience of how life's like in the office of a magazine company. It looks pretty interesting..hmm (:

All in all it's the experience ;) thanks Nget lol.

Met up with Sher for lunch after the photo shoot, as I looked pretty horrendous, I got myself shades that's kinda expensive. Finally had my dessert at Bugis. Had the longest conversation on the "Hello Kitty". Having lots of fun making fun of it, Sher actually searched the web for Kitty's surname, twin sisters name..LOL.. I had my fair share of fun laughing my ass off.. (:

good night world..
xoxo

jojo.

Supper?

2011-04-05T11:02:00.003+08:00

Supper sessions never leaves me with only undigested food and water retentions, in fact it's times like this when we sit down and talk about life, anything and everything. It works like a reminder sometimes, to make you reflect on yourself a little, and realise that actually there's changes in yourself that you didn't feel. Sometimes changes are good, if it helps you grow.. if it doesn't, and your perceptions and all gets confused and mixed up, it'll be nice to have someone to trigger you.

The topic that we touched on and all, it shows how much I've pulled myself away from all these, and how comfortable I'm in my tiny box.. talks like these that makes me get back on track. I enjoy hearing people talking about life and all, especially when they've got lots of encounters of weird and funny things..

Do I even make sense?.. hmm..

Don't wanna be in the default category, I wanna learn more things!

funny shit!

2011-04-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

April FOOLS

2011-04-01T03:45:00.004+08:00

I seriously feel like a fool right now preparing for flight..it's so freaking early!! waking at 2am when I got home only like 11plus last night..Doubly shitty..

It's not "where" that gets to me..maybe I just bother too much..

2011-03-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

I miss Taiwan but...

Monday that has blue written all over my forehead

2011-03-21T06:37:00.003+08:00

This morning I woke up dreading for work. I feel mentally sick, like literally trying to psycho myself to fall sick this instance so that I won't have to feign any illness. I was feeling lethargic, it's morning like this that makes me wanna change my job. Mornings' like this that makes me wanna do something outrageous like calling some random figure waking them up to pee or just to company me on the phone while I make my way to work. It's times like this that I've to remind myself, STOP BEING LAZY.

Let's think of happy things to make me feel a little tad un-blue.

-My toothache is gone! (: (touch wood)
-I've got myself Laniege's powder (:
-My nails ain't chipped
-My Sunday with my family was amazingly FUN (:
-Fell asleep while reading
-Ice cream chef =))
-Changed my seat, it feels so comfy as though someone's hugging me.. (:
-Tamagochi! =) haha..

Alrights I'm ready for work! (:

xoxo
Jojo

Happy 1 year anniversary (:

2011-03-16T02:25:00.000+08:00

To the little one

2011-03-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

I've still the habit when Im home whenever I walk past the kitchen, I'll still turn my head to look at the place where you used to be..

I miss you little one..

In loving memories.. 26 Feb 2011

2011-02-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Coco left me, in my arms..
I'll miss you..

Heart aching..

done

2011-02-23T14:19:00.002+08:00

Finally fell into a deep sleep at 8 plus this morning, woke up at 12 plus. Packed my cabin bag, cleared some stuffs, ironed my uniform,vacuumed the place and had my nails painted. Everything done within 2 hours (: It felt good. Will take a rest, wait for my nails to dry and there after to TM to get lunch.

Will be back to work tomorrow, the thought of having to head to office tomorrow makes me a lil uncomfortable. Shall continue later.. back to tv (:

Addicted

2011-02-23T05:03:00.005+08:00

Facebook is addictive, it's becoming a daily routine for people to log on to it.
And times like this when I CANT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN!!! that I'll end up going online. This is crappy. =(

I'm sleepy but I can't fall back asleep again. My nose is blocked and the mood swing is bad. The worse of all, IM HAVING MAJOR OUTBREAKS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Clicked on my past entries, went all the way back to "2006" and the first entry that appears with the header "INSOMIA!!" greeted me.LOL, it's been with me so many years..

Was out with Sheryl and Teressa to town yesterday, curb my wanton mee cravings at Graffiti Cafe once again before heading for another singing session at Kbox. They were having this promotion $57.50 for 3 hours so I kept within my budget range for yesterday spending less than $40. I was literally hogging the mic, and Teressa had to search for songs for us.. but the amount of screaming wasn't enough for me..

I hate mood swings, it makes me all so emotional..negative at it's best..
I need happy pills..

2011-02-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

STEER CLEAR.MOOD OVERHAUL AGAIN.

for the first time

2011-02-22T08:40:00.003+08:00

For the first time ever, I took public transport to and fro work. Amazing isn't it?. It might just be the last time..LOL. I would say, I talked myself into taking public transport, along with my Ipod it'll never go wrong. As long as I have music to company me, I'll take the public transport, there's nothing for me to rush home to, I'm not feeling a wee bit tired, maybe a little hungry..but yea that's all.

Heard that the CIC interview is on not sure till which batch, have yet to take a look at the notice. Will do so when I get back on Thur..as for today and tomorrow, it'll be my rest and off day ;)

So much things yet so little time to do..hmmm..

Feel like tanning but the sun's not shining..and the thought of going into the cold pool makes my goose pimples stand.LOL. It was freaking cold last night, I've actually used 4 blankets to wrap myself which seems redundant till my ankle hurts due to the cabin temperature. Alrights enough rantings for now, gonna go wash up already..

ps: sometimes some feelings is best left unsaid..cus sometimes it stirs shit..

love

2011-02-21T13:48:00.004+08:00

I'm getting pretty obsessed with those lovey dovey thingys that's on tv,magazines, radio, everywhere I go. It's getting on my nerves at times, you know how a woman will end up when she's too obsessed with such feelings, and when they're disappointed just because expectations weren't met that they'll eventually fall into the "perceived failings".

I can't help it..seriously..although those 4 days spent with bi was really a different feeling all over which I really like alot.. I don't wanna start on the possessive, "where are you what are you doing.." when we're apart. It's a NIGHTMARE..LOL!!! I don't wanna become like this.. though it's sweet some times, too much of it will get you diabetics.

I'm sticking to "time apart for time together.."

PS: as much as I hate to say this..I miss my long hair..lol! UGH

Count your ang baos!!!

2011-02-18T12:05:00.003+08:00

CNY is officially over, it's time for me to open up my packets and count my incomes!! hahaha..I'll wait till bi is back and we'll do the sums..hahas!

Popped over to bi's mama place yesterday for dinner, another round of steamboat, filled with relatives, snowy, cousins..ate to my hearts' content. Though bi wasn't around, it felt okay, as in I didn't feel out of place, everyone was so friendly it didn't make me feel awkward or otherwise.Collected 2 more ang baos hahas, from bi's mama and orh yee..I liked the fish ball that has green fish roe inside, yumms!! (: didn't manage to take pictures as I was too engrossed with the food last night..

Left around 10 to meet Nic at Serangoon Garden, chilled at the ktv pub sang songs and drank beer BWEAH!! ): I hate beer, it's so bitter! we had our little fun, trying to out win those other tables there singing last night..we felt that we could do better with the singing to justify those that ruined the songs..HAHAHAHA..mean.. oh well, it's good to have some fun sometimes..

It's finally Friday, the poor one is sick..not gonna disturb him over the weekends, hopefully he'll be able to get some rest..gonna go prepare now, needa head to office. UGH it's making me tensed up..zzz

xoxo

Jojo

Words spreads like wildfire

2011-02-16T13:08:00.003+08:00

Word of mouth is really dangerous. As much as I wish it wouldn't have happened, this would be 2011's joke for a long long time. As much as I try not to believe in the zodiac for 2011, things are slowly surfacing. I'm called to the office AGAIN, this Friday with more members involved. I wonder what I'm in for this time round. How to keep a low profile ):

Oh well, I'll just enjoy the limelight while I still got it..

Baking and IKEA!

2011-02-16T11:05:00.005+08:00

A very good morning, the sunflower on the computer table is so pretty (:

I'm wide awake now and extremely hungry!! UGH. I'm currently on SBY mode, and I can't go anywhere ):

Went to Ikea yesterday with Sher to get some colourful stuffs before we started our baking session, I was so fascinated with the lights and everything in Ikea, they're all so colourful (:
Been having mad cravings for ToriQ lately, just had it yesterday and I'm still craving for it NOW!!!
I would say the baking yesterday was a success, as I was able to get my colours mixed well onto my cupcakes and it's definitely tastier than my first attempt, it look more appealing (:
Pandan essence is my favourite mixture for my cupcakes as it's green in colour and I like pandan (:

Though the process of going about, preparing the cupcakes was a little tedious, it's the final product that made everything worthwhile. Thumbs up for the great effort (:

More baking sessions soon!!! (:

The power of We

2011-02-15T09:40:00.004+08:00

And so my Valentine was spent with Teressa in town, and it was awesome. hahaha

We met up at 8ish had dinner at Graffti Cafe in Cine followed by movie. I would say I felt damn crappy for the whole afternoon as I thought the delivery man wasn't coming. Bi said he has a surprise for me the night before and it got me all hyped and excited. The delivery fella came only bout 8ish, so I wasn't home to receive it, but NONETHELESS!! it still made me tear when I got home.. it must have cost a bit, for the "Vday special" when all the boyfriends turns into "ROberto". LOL!! BUT! l like the forever bear and pink roses. I don't care what any of you has to say about it, cus as long as I like it, that's what that matters. (:

Smiling from ear to ear.. (:
To the man I love..you sure know how to make me tear for the right reasons.. (:

Appease!

2011-02-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

Unlike others when they're angry, they'll clean things up. I'm the direct opposite. I will make a mess out of everything in the way. For instance my kitchen..poor mom got to do the washing..oh well..I'll clear up the mess before clearing myself up..

I like the cupcake session today as it's my first attempt and it taste not too bad (:
I like the green ones, it has pandan taste (:

Alrights..got to wash up the pots and pans.. Pfft~

AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHH~~~

2011-02-13T17:05:00.003+08:00

Besides screaming I don't know what else can I do..*phew.. at least it feels better..

I'm downright unlucky..

Unlucky that both my bday and vday got to fall on a STUPID MONDAY.. really. Crap this is. ARGH!!!!

Can someone just buy something for me? LOL I know this is fucking pathetic..

-I hate it when special days that meant something FALLS ON A WEEKDAY!!

YES IM KAO BEH-ING............................

Afterall I'm still a woman..

Out of the system

2011-02-12T10:51:00.003+08:00

Headed down Zouk last night, realized how much I've grown..and the squeezing and pushing no longer excites me anymore. The drinks didn't get me going and the people definitely not appealing. I was like a nanny last night, taking care of the birthday girl that got so wasted before 3, they were mad drinking from 10ish till 2. Few of them were gone, and I took care of the birthday girl. She reminds me of me back then. Party like there's no tomorrow, drink till I've cleared out all my sorrows. She was mad crying when she was wasted. I remember the emotional wreck when one's gone cus I've been there as well. LOL..and it's really awful. I stood there watching the fellas make themselves get wasted, drink jugs after jugs..the jugs just kept coming..I've got to help complete a jug cus the drinks just kept coming. The music was okay, maybe it's the crowd..my khaki left early due to unforeseen circumstances, I hope everything's well on her side..after settling the bday girl, got her safe into her buddy's car, we headed back in..lucky the bouncer was nice enough to let us re-enter as there were lots of drunkards outside, making a fool of themselves.

It's pretty much tiring when you're out in the club, instead of enjoying the drinks and the music, you end up being a nanny. At least, I know that the birthday girl is in safe hands. The groping is still happening in the club, with the amount of people squeezing into the small dance floor and the bar, it's literally vibrating on the spot. LOL.. I ended up standing at a corner with some of my ladies. Waiting for the lights to come on so that we could get out..

Clubbing seems so yesterday..it no longer excites me..

Rumble

2011-02-07T19:36:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you just can't express how you feel, like how some messages will make you look silly, when you smile to yourself while you're reading it on the train, bus anywhere yet you just don't care?.

I enjoy these moments.. (:

Smiling from my heart

2011-02-07T06:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Bunny year to all (:

How was your chinese new year? Mine was great (: though it's only a few visiting it was a whole new experience for me. My boyfriend was there with me for CNY this year (: yes, only this and it's making me smile from ear to ear. We went visiting both his and my side. Had more ang baos to collect and best of all we made time for each other. Not that Im being proud or something, I just can't contain my happiness, it's overflowing. (:

The past 4 days had been sweet and literally in our own world. I enjoyed the moments spent together. Every single moment of it.. even if I had to be the one to turn off the lights..hahahaha..

I'm just glad dad didn't make things difficult this time round, and that he's actually fine having Collin around..bibi do you feel proud or what? my dad is the most difficult species around and yet he's not making things difficult for you...hahas!

Im overwhelmed.. (:

曹格 - Super Woman

2011-01-31T14:25:00.002+08:00

was out with the fellas for some singing session at Cineleisure after Cec's wedding.. been a while since I've heard this song..

It's been raining of late, the weather's too good for any outdoor activities. I was literally rolling in bed today..it was partly due to the bad cramps as well. With CNY round the corner, in another 2 days time I hope I don't have to bring brolly out for visiting.

Went shopping for CNY clothes with boyfriend over the weekends. Not much loots as of yet.
It was raining kinda heavily and thus the increase number of accidents these days. Witnessed one while we were on our way to town. It happened just right beside us, and it made my heart skipped a beat. It consist of 4 vehicles and the last in line was a Taxi. Geez~ the amount the taxi driver got to come out for the compensations of the other vehicles in front of him..
Wanted to try "Itacho" at Ion, but the queue was kinda long, and there were too many hungry monkeys thus we chose "Aoba" instead, Ron recommended it for the ramen. It's fun hearing how they debate among each other, coming out with ridiculous yet hilarious nonsense.. it made me think of my group of friends, the ones that use to hang out so often in the past. The peeps that went through good and bad times. I miss that phase. Hardly hear from them anymore. Except for Fen. I'm glad we're still in contact.

Growing up sucks sometimes. This is life. It can't always be my way.

Was over at Cecilia's wedding, the fellas were all there it was a little heart wrenching. Shan't elaborate further. There were still laughters and all going on, but it just felt different...

Either ways, I'm glad to have seen them again.

Cecilia looked good at the wedding. I guess every woman looks her best during her wedding. Xiao kel and his gf were the emcees for the night. They looked cute together. It's the first time seeing Kel in his more matured and sweet side of him. LOL!

It made me think of my own bf. And I felt like strangling him when I think of him.LOL!!!!

I'm stubborn, needs lots of attention, loves going out, anywhere and everywhere. Needs to feel important, difficult to understand and emotional. These ain't the characteristic of a Saggitarius if one were to ask me.

xoxo

good nights.

BOO

2011-01-26T07:50:00.002+08:00

For once, after I've touched down I turned on my phone and made a call out to bibi while I was still in the aircraft, the need to just hear him say "hello.." hahas! don't ask me why. Maybe cus I didn't have any khaki with me last night, and I would say it was a long and pretty much draggy night. With the usual "not rights" happening. I so wanted to call him and just blabber everything.

I miss my da bao! (:

Bedtime for me soon.. toodles

xoxo

jojo

Silly

2011-01-20T00:02:00.003+08:00

The silly one said I've got traditional flower legs..LOL!! it's the way he says it to me.. ridiculously funny..

amaze me (:

standstill

2011-01-19T12:05:00.002+08:00

I spent my morning fixing my nails, like proper. To remove the paint and re-coat it with new ones. It's the mundane cycle. Town doesn't excite me that much anymore. I used to love heading town, just to walk in the streets and be surrounded by pretty things and people. Need a change of scenery, I want to go to places like ; that little ramen shop at cuppage, or maybe like that place at Yishun..can't remember what it's called, the one Fen said she'll bring me there some day. I just wanna retreat to a place whereby I can getaway from the hectic life. Some serenity. The consecutive 2 days in town was enough to bore me out. I wasn't in the mood to shop, to sing.. and for today? well it's a really lazy Wednesday. No programs, but work. Checked my mails and there's no reply as of yet. I miss summer breeze.. anyone tonight? hahas.

I know Thursday will be a better day cus the weekends nearing. (:

*Reignite (:

disguise

2011-01-18T08:39:00.002+08:00

I should be on flight right now, but due to the call up for overnight on Sunday they took me off today's flight. Lucky or what? (: but that doesn't mean I can enjoy the weather and sleep in. I've to head down management house to settle my school stuff and there after meeting the ladies down town AGAIN. The reason why I said AGAIN; I was in town yesterday. Walked like mad and I've only manage to get myself 2 tops for CNY. I'm still feeling mad tired right now, and that I can feel the headache. I've only got this much time to do "so much". At least I'll be able to do a little bit more CNY shopping on Sat with the boyfriend (hopefully). hahas!

I've been feeling very cranky lately, so much so that I tear so easily. I guess I've finally let out my grievances, and true enough I'm feeling that much better having it out than keeping it in. At least it's out of the system, I've said my share of thoughts. It might not mean any huge amount of significance, but it meant something to me. And to not have any response didn't make things any better. I might look as if I don't mind, but once a while it'll get to me.

It'll make me think even more sometimes, stirring thoughts = "la sai". Who the hell loves to indulge in such thoughts, I'm not that sadistic. It's just some many actions, that makes me think a little bit more. Either ways, it might have been me all along.

I'm going back to my old ways. I don't like being Ms Nice. LOL I never was.

2011-01-13T13:32:00.002+08:00

I love my bunny (:

*trying isn't gonna work if it's only a one way situation..

3 hours

2011-01-12T07:08:00.002+08:00

I was up since 4 till now. Im still feeling wide awake. Gonna go catch some rest before I wake up for work later, in another 2 hours time?.
I've tried cutting down on the whining but it doesn't seem to be the case.

Gonna get some rest.

nights.

Crossroads

2011-01-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

Standing at the crossroads not knowing which way to go.
I was lost from there on, and I chose a path to follow.
Now I'm stuck in it, not sure of where to go.
It's neither here nor there, and I'm hanging in the air.
Looking out into the sky tonight, it looks so gloomy, and the stars are out of sight.
Where's the light to guide me out of this tunnel?, to show me the way...
out of this struggle.

Up till now, I'm still thinking of what I wanna do after my 5 years. Time is wasted, and I'm still thinking of my future. Can someone please show me the light?. I don't wanna do "Fish or Chicken?" for the rest of my life. Some point in this career, I need to go. The conversations I had with my friends today, all gave me the same look, "I don't know what's next.." I'm left with only another 2 and half years. This is really freaking me out real bad. Who can I seek to help me out with these?. I need advises, and I need directions. geez`

2011-01-10T11:30:00.003+08:00

The weather looks so threatening right now. Wasted my morning snoozing 5 mins away each time my alarm goes off. Left with another hour before I prepare for work. Standby on Sunday wasn't activated \m/, more like I cheated. =X

Need to head down HQ this week, before the course resumes.

And for the time being, Im mad broke. Like BROKE!!! I've to think twice before I head out. So besides work and the weekends, I consider the rest of the days HELL. Really, it's getting to me freaking bad. What have I been doing with my money man. Guess I'll start my little cashbook from..TODAY. Damnit, when I ask myself where has all the $$ gone?, I haven't been dining at expensive places, or party out..and the funny thing is, my $$ GONE!. Mad broke, drives all the negativity to it's best. Everyone's getting my ill treatments, my emotions getting all screwed up. 5 more days. Bear with it.

L.O.V.E

2011-01-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

This 4 letter word means a whole lot to a person. It can make you or break you. It triggers your feelings, stirs up great mess. If you're in love, then everything works like miracle, even the slightest things will make you feel as though you're flying without wings. When love leaves you, your whole world crumbles, anything and everything brings you down, straight to hell.

Through these experiences, one either learns from it, or turns it into hatred. It's how one thinks of it, and their perspective. The leaving part, is one that always creates the most impact, so much greater than when love first started. Following the hurt process, will be stages of relentless cursing, cries and sometimes hatred.....

I'm feeling sleepy already..shall continue when I've got the time..

Sometimes revenge just doesn't work. It's just another stab to your heart.

nuff said..

jo

Rain check

2011-01-06T13:17:00.002+08:00

Rain as much as you can, so that the weekends wouldn't be affected..

WAS planning to head down HQ, but look at the weather ): guess I'll just head down to TM in the evening. Can't wait for my XMN tomorrow, with ah lam!! hahaha, we had so much of grievances to whine about lol, goodness.

For the first half of this year:

-Clear all the rubbish on my table
-Dump the old clothes
-Clear the pile of letters
-START SAVING for NZ!!!!

As of the time being, these are the few goals that I've set for myself, I don't wish to disappoint myself once again for setting up too much stuffs to accomplish. It'll be more like spring cleaning for me before CNY. Apart from that, saving has always been a problem for me, since I spend most of what I earn. Which indeed got me into various problems.

And the things that I've to cut down on...

-STOP SHOPPING SO OFTEN (spend within my means)
-MCs

Though it isn't of great significance, it's a way for me to kick away the lazy bones.

2011-01-03T12:07:00.002+08:00

I'm finally off today and I've catch up on the sleeping that I've lost for the past 2 days. Feeling pretty much refreshed (:

Met up with the ladies yesterday at Ehub with little Alvena, had dinner over at Magic wok and there after dessert at Gelare (:
Baby Alvena was so cheeky, smiling to every guy that walked past us..LOL goodness!!
We had so much fun catching up (: so much to talk about.

I'm still feeling a little tired.. nap time a while more..LOL

Realism

2010-12-30T09:15:00.002+08:00

If getting back at others meant so much for you..
There's more to life than this, if back then you were unhappy about the jokes made, you could have said something.

I may not be as good as you guys when it comes to such stuffs, to lay down the facts and talk about it. I feel the sting, thanks for sharing the experience.

Freaking hurtful.
Thanks for bringing me down.

swings

2010-12-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'm having the swings, and it's making me feel so cranky tonight. Emotions got the better of me. And it irritates me because I hate feeling this way.

Words just cant express how much it meant to me, for you to make your way down just to company me for dinner. It's always the aftermath that I realise how dumb it was of me to behave in such manner.

you make me feel important.. (:

Thanks for the feedback

2010-12-28T22:06:00.004+08:00

When it happened?, I've not a clue. It's been going downhill since then. The more I tried to be cool about it, the more it got worse. Everyone has their own point of view, so if you're unhappy about the thoughts of others, you can just jolly well not view anything that links to them.
You can simply delete the person. Save the trouble. Do yourself a favour there. Simple as that.

Maybe cus there's some injustice along the line that a ITE graduate like me draws home a relatively higher pay. Am I very proud of that? Have I thrown money at your face, or made fun of you in any ways before? Calling me names like domestic servants/ glorified high flying cleaners. Call me names, just because you ASSUME that people looked down on you. If you have something that you're unhappy about, you can trash it out. In my face.

So do you feel great now making fun of people/ me? what have you gain from it? does it feed your ego now? do you feel like a better man now?

Seriously, it hurts alot. I hope this makes you feel damn superb and up there.
To come to this level, to make fun of me. Do you feel elated? On top of the world? Why go through so much just to make fun of me?

The reason why I wrote this entry, yes, I am affected. And yes, I'm finally reacting. Yes, you're making me feel like shit.Yes, you've got better brains than me, yes you're a graduate that can draw much higher pay than me, yes you can get your own transport, and then? what's next?

All these assumptions, I dare you to speak to me in my face. Since you're seeking revenge, why not do it straight into my face?. Hurt me and see me cry, won't it make you feel better?

Cloudy Day

2010-12-23T11:05:00.002+08:00

Been feeling lethargic since morning till now. It feels like my bone will break any moment. The weather looks so good, for me to sleep in hehehe. Ohh well, I'm feeling super tired. I merely had 3 hours of sleep?. Body please wake up soon..

SEKUPANG

2010-12-22T23:18:00.003+08:00

Anytime any day, as long as I'm not working and it's not the weekends and the money ain't tight, I'll go back there just for the spa and massage. The view was so serene, so peaceful, so carefree. A place for you to hide away, just for a day. Now I know where I can go, it's not that difficult, just that we've got to be extra careful, walking around there.

This is the second time back there, a year ago, I was filled with fear, for it's the first time I've gone to Batam, and the people there scare me. This time round when I'm back there, though the people there STILL scares me, I've kinda got use to their awful stares..

Thank you ladies, you know who you are (:

Thanks Drey.. (: I had a sumptuous breakfast. ='))

Good nights <3>

2010-12-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

The more one tries to perfect something, the more she stumbles..

So it goes

2010-12-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

I was all excited before I came back home. Was planning to take myself out for a nice lunch/dinner, walk around and all. But ended up sleeping my day away. All I did after I woke up was sitting in front of the monitor and seeing the many incoming birthday wishes.. (:

This year's birthday has been nothing but silence. I can't help it cus it's night time, and when night falls, emotions just gets to me. I'll just need to get use to it (: In another 3 hours time, it'll be the 21st already. Just another day has past. This is something new for me, I'll just need to get use to it.

It's surprising no one is home now..not even Daddy. Ohh well (: any day could be a birthday.

Time for tv and ice creammm (:

Happy Birthday!!

2010-12-20T05:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!! (:

I'm finally 23 now, and it's 11 more days to the New Year! I wanna go for some countdown thingy since I'm OFF on the eve (:
Birthday this year has toned down alot, nonetheless thanks to FB that people wishes me on my bday, my phone doesn't ring like hotcake in the past anymore, they're all on FB. hahaah. Except Ah lam surprisingly, who msg me at 12mn LOL so cute.. then followed by Bi who called at around 12plus to wish me and sang me bday song where I cut him mid-way saying that I wanna record it down and he stopped singing. Not forgetting Ku who came all the way down to bi's block and waited for me with the birthday cake and her priceless scrap book for me (: which I really like alot! It's nothing fancy or expensive, I just enjoy receiving scrap books, dont ask me why..really.

Thankew everyone, be it you remembered, or it was FB or after reading my blog or somewhere along that line..thanks for the wishes

2010 is coming to an end real soon, as per usual there will be many thoughts and feelings about it..will write that maybe in another entry. In the meantime, I need to prepare for work..I've got called up!! at least I'll be back from flight at 2 plus..still not so bad I guess..at least it aint somewhere FARAWAY..hahas..

ciaoz~

Eat and eat and EAT!

2010-12-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

Woke up real early this morning, getting all excited for the outing. Had my hair treatment done at RM90 hmm and my nails with nail art at RM61, I did classic pedicure with 3D nail art on my toes, love the look of the flowers on my toes (: had yummylicious pork's spare parts kuay teow in the morning before we headed to the salon and there after the pedicure session, we headed over to get barangs, lots of snacks!! (: mine was only RM75!!..last stop was the prawn noodles at Jalan Eunos Merah, if Im not wrong?.. talking about it makes me so hungry!!!!

Waiting for Mr Tan to get me fries for my dinner..LOL cus I just woke up like half an hour ago. I'm already addicted to the nail art, I foresee more damages in the near future.. LOL uh ohhh..

Total damage for today: RM226 = $97.20 (:

waiting

2010-12-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for the call, I know I'll be called up for flight, be it a long or short one, Im ready for it and all I need now is a call from them. I've been waiting for my phone to ring for the longest time. Not that Im complaining that the "my space" time has worn off, I just can't seem to stay home for more than 24 hours. Been pacing around at home today, been constantly checking the crewlink hoping for someone to report sick so that I can be activated.

I've paint my nails and ironed my uniform.

Ate so much today, had muffin at 6ish then went back to sleep at 7ish. Woke up at 11ish, had 2 bowls of choco pops and a sandwich. Then I had dinner at 5ish didn't finish my box of rice, which consists of veggies and lots of meat which dad bought for me. I guess only mummy knows me best when it comes to getting dishes for me. And that's about how I spent my day today. I read a little of my novel, ended up searching for food again as I was reading on the pizzas and what nots in Italy. That made my tummy roar so loudly. I just got to look for food. Mummy surprised me with sesame ball =) just in time to curb my hunger but sadly, I'm still feeling HUNGRY. I have weird cravings at weird hours. For instance, I'm having craving for soup now. Where the hell to find soup at such hour, unless Im talking about maggie mee soup. Which is not the case. I'm craving for mushroom soup...UGH.

Italy has been on my mind for quite a while now, may I strike 4D enough to tour Italy. ( cus it happens that dad switched to some random channel and it's showing ITALY )

Anyways, there's so much running thoughts in my head now, like when I was bathing and looking into the mirror, I was trying to picture myself with different hairstyle, it just feels too mundane, I wish to change it, but I have no idea on what hairstyle to go for. I can't go like those pixie short hairstyles, neither can I go for those vogue hairstyles, because my face will be exceptionally big. But I hate how the curls look on me, I wonder how..
Christmas is round the corner (: can't help it but I'm hoping for lots of nice food!!! wonder if there is any family gathering this year, kinda missing the blue cheese, the cakes and I wanna have TURKEY for Christmas!! all those yummylicious.. and the Christmas decorations.. for once, for the longest time, I feel for Christmas..

enough said, I'm sleepy already..lol.

xoxo

Jojo..

Christmas..

Home to rot Part 2

2010-12-14T13:24:00.004+08:00

I've yet to prepare and head out to run my errands, cus I'm enjoying "my space" currently cus there's no one home cept Coco baby and me (: She gets to laze around while I get to watch drama after drama (:

I still have the crave for Rapunzel.. anyone?

Craving for bubble tea hmmm slurps..maybe later =P

miss you baby` (:

GREAT

2010-12-14T04:25:00.004+08:00

GREAT, just great. I'm feeling superbly tired but I couldn't get back to sleep. Insomnia is back. My body is aching mad right now, and my tummy is roaring loudly.

Should I make my way down office later?, or should I just write an email?. I'm feeling really tired today. Have no plans for nothing. My hands looks horribly red and sore right now ): and my right index finger feels as though the nail is gonna fall off any moment now. ARGH!!! my mind is so active right now, but my body is crying for more rest. I've been tossing and turning since 3:30.. hmm should I order Mac breakfast?.. or try my luck and head back to "sleep"?.. what an off day! zZz

It's going to be a lethargic Tuesday. Maybe I'll just run some errands then spend the rest of the day at home, rot away and watch some shows on channel 856/855 since it's been a while I've watched those sitcoms.

I'm chatting away online with Flo who's in EU now..enjoying her last few hours before she heads back home..it's already 6:17am!!! should I get my mac breakfast?..lol

amazing

2010-12-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

When you're enclosed in an area, 14000 ft above, when you have no where to run, where you can't avoid what you don't wish to see or do. There's no "I try" only "I can do it". It's amazing how I can push my limits, like doing more than what I see myself doing.

I realize I need alot of pressure added to me if I need to get something done. Just like today, I was given the task of being "in-charge" at the back as I was the most senior. All the responsibility came to me, and I would say I'm impressed with the way I handled stuffs. Though not perfect, at least I didn't shun away from the responsibility, or maybe put it this way, I'm cornered. It's a one way traffic, no way me saying it's okay we can do without the service. In my head, I was giving myself some of my own pre-flight briefing, my thoughts were running mad crazy, so I told myself, one way or other, Im in this flight, the passengers got to reach their destination, I can't just shriek away from my responsibility. I calmed myself down, took a deep breath, and we took off.
Everything went smoothly.

I never see myself being able to lead, because I always tell myself I can't and in me, I'm scared of having to make decisions, but today, I broke the curse, it's all in me. It's just a matter of whether you wanna do it, or not. I could have chose to take MC but I didn't. (:
Do it once and do it good.

I'm still learning each time,
think fast act fast..

When obstacles/challenges comes along, mentality plays a huge role, if I were to sulk and whine even before heading to work, it's definitely going to be a sucky day.
I'm enjoying the challenges I've to face, it's like a sense of accomplishment, in a way boosting that tiny little confidence of mine..

Loving it in a new light..

xoxo

jojo' over and out

good nights all!! (:

one more day

2010-12-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

One more day to my off day, can't wait. I'm still feeling so tired after such a long sleep. Anything more than 6 hours is considered long for me already. Didn't manage to watch "love in the cab" on channel U yesterday due to flight. And, my nightmare is back! having horrible toothaches, and now the left side of my face looks a little swollen AGAIN!!! what's happening!!! ):

Anyways, last week was crazy. I drove for 2 consecutive days, had mad loads of Japanese food (: , got myself a skirt FINALLY, hangout with bi's friends for dinner,bowling and 1/2 hr game of Citidale. Though I'm slow with such strategic games, the nonsense they did, and Chelsea's facial expressions was superb funny!.. not forgetting the last minute BBQ at Nel's. NO LIGHT!!! lol. Though I hate preparing the food because of the weird smell and all, at least at the end of it, it tastes and looks good (: now I know how to prepare the bacon with golden mushroom. Nonetheless, I love the spicy white button mushroom bi made, makes my tummy rumble at the thought of it, though it burnt my tongue cus it was too hot, and I was too eager to eat. LOL.
Had "surprise attack", that made me feel so embarrass up till now.. LOL!! FARK! UGHHHHH!!!!!..oh well..

Either ways, the weekend was madness to the maximo!! (:

wo ge ni yi ge _|_ zai ge ni yi ge "tui!"

ciaoz~

xoxo

Jo (:

Early morning

2010-12-10T08:24:00.002+08:00

The weathers' so nice this morning. =) I like this kinda weather, cooling not chilly. Slept like a log after my flight yesterday. It feels so good! but I wasn't able to sleep further at night, I woke up about 4 in the morning toss and turn till bout 6 plus before I fell back asleep and shortly after woke up again. My body clock just refuse to sleep after 3ish. UGH.

I used to think patience is one of the quality I have in me, but as the years gone by, I realise I'm slowly losing it. I lost my patience to the slightest things and my temper is getting from bad to worse. These are the bad habits that slowly crept into me.

Needa get a hang of it..

2010-12-09T05:00:00.002+08:00

Cant think of a title for my entry, I'll just leave it blank first. I'm still feeling lethargic and what not. I should be able to sleep last night, as I was dead beat. Literally walked for the whole day, but apparently I woke up at 2:40. Tossed and turned till now. CRAP. And my crewlink is down yet AGAIN, so I won't know who's working with me today. zZz Mum didn't wake me up 4:40 hmm, guess she didn't set the alarm. This is not funny, 2 days of insomnia. There isn't much festive feel this year, though the lighting and all are up. It looks pretty dull though, mixture of blue and purple it didn't brighten up rather made it look so sleepy.. or was it cus we were exhausted from all the walking. I've finally tried "happy lemon" and I like my blueberry kanten plus agar. =) taste like yakult with jellies. LOL.

I've also decided not to perm my hair, after trying the temporary curls. I don't like how it looks on me. It just made my already big face look BIGGER pictures will be up maybe later. I've finally got myself a pair of skirt and to think that it's been a while now since I've wore my jeans, which I have no idea where has it gone to... enough of rantings..

Needa prepare for work now..

xoxo

to be continued..

serve the consequences

2010-12-08T11:29:00.003+08:00

Being complacent, living the days of "I'll do it tomorrow", seriously, for the convenience of now that you leave things till the day after tomorrow, and end up having difficulties later on. Sadly, as much as I hate this, I'm actually one of the culprits, making things so inconvenient. Small little things like, dropping of MCs that could have been done like early in the morning just now, rather than having to wait till after lunch to head back to office to do it, just these small little things, whereby I could have just be a little more hardworking and head up to office from work yesterday. I'm outright lazy.

I never liked going to the office, cus I sense the aura, hahah I mean it's like when you're in school, would you like to go into the principal office as and when?.. I have those kind of fear whenever I have to step into the office. I make sure that if I were to go in, I'll just do my stuff, chop chop and leave. It's just me.

So after ranting here, I'll go prepare then head out to office and slowly make my way down town. See the inconvenice done Joanne..TSK. =(

-LG.

Driveeeee

2010-12-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

After more than half a year of NOT DRIVING, I've got the chance to drive again today (:
Though the weather condition outside wasn't exceptionally great, I had my fair share of fun. Went over to Nic's place to hangout and visit bb Zaden. Since we were hungry and no one was using the car, we took it out for a spin. And I must admit, I'm one of those many hazard drivers. =( If it weren't for mummy being persistent of driving, I would have chose to cab down.

I wonder how I've actually got myself a license, where did I find time to head down diligently for classes when I don't even do that for my classes now?. That phase seems a blur. From the very first lesson till the day I've actually got my license to hazardous driving and the fact is, I do miss driving (: I'm still trying to brake slowly as in no jerks at all, apparently it's still not to perfect YET.
Ohh well..

Monday is finally over =)

Time to get some rest, this post took me half an hour to write, too many running thoughts, but my words doesn't seem to be flowing today.

Tired..

goodnights
xoxo

jojo.

Just like a drug

2010-12-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

I wished the weekends could have lasted longer. I get lovesick everytime it hits weekdays. As much as I hate to admit this, I feel a little out of place without his presence.

As much as I try not to cling like a koala, the more Im so attached to him.
This is only half an hour ago, I feel a little uncomfortable already. Geez~

Kay, gtg hate it when I got to rant here.

Blweah

Till my next weekend getaway...

Rain check

2010-12-02T20:05:00.003+08:00

Just like the pouring rain, it's like a down period for people around me.
Just like the weather, my mood has been swaying pretty much in very big waves. Just like the wave, my mood goes on and off.

Lull period.

With the rain pouring outside, I can't go for my jog.

Hello testing!

2010-12-01T06:16:00.002+08:00

My voice is back!! (: mummy's remedy is amazing hahas! I can finally hear myself once again, though it hasn't fully restore back to it's original, at least I won't run out of pitch anymore. I'll try to speak as little as possible to conserve it for my brace command, I feel so much better now! (: I don't have to use so much strength to talk.

Another round of water parade before I hit the showers.

Have a great day y'all! =)

Shineeeeeeeeeeeyy

2010-11-28T03:16:00.003+08:00

Over the weekend we spent the WHOLE afternoon washing and polishing the car, from late noon till evening, till the sun has set..imagine that. That was plenty of work DONE. Feeling kinda proud though most of the job wasn't done by me..LOL. At least you see your own reflection clearly when you look at the car, nice and shiny =)

It's not easy polishing a car, imagine how much work those working at the car wash got to go through..hmm so much hard work. geez.. But it helps your arm lose some fats though. At least for me, LOL. At least it makes me feel better for a while..

-Edited-

As though he works like a remedy for me that I became well when he came back..now I'm back to square one. Down with the stupid flu..I thought the flu vaccination should be able to keep me away from such. ):

Had lots of first time encounter over the weekends, be it work or otherwise.

I've officially lost my voice, all I can make out are distorted sounds that's irritating to the ears, which apparently serves as an entertainment to the rest. BOO!

Even bi had his share of fun, when I told him I've lost my voice when I came back from my overnight flight, he'll still try his luck and call me, "hello?..testing testing.." hahaha. That was funny I swear! but I couldn't make out much noise even my thunderous laughter was lost. I have to use lots of strength to speak, which I feel is pretty tiring besides this, my nose ain't giving me a good time as well, I have to blow my nose every now and then when I feel that it's blocked, but there's nothing inside..imagine how irritating that can be, and because of the constant hard blows.. my ears are blocked. Very sickening. I wonder how do I go for my SEP recurrent tomorrow in such state. =(

Please let me recover already.

wasted another sem.

thoughts

2010-11-26T14:29:00.003+08:00

I'm at my worst I would say. This isn't the first time I've gone through these, yet again, nothing is going right. I've lost motivation for school, but yet I keep telling myself I need the cert, yes it works as a backup for me in the near future. But apparently I've not change a single bit, I'm still as lazy as ever, not working anything out. I'm still living the days when nothing seems to matter.

Now everything is piling up and I feel so sick and tired. I tell myself from time to time that I will be better. Who am I cheating? I'm in a big self-denial. I can't solve my own problem, I can't weigh my pros and cons what I want for myself. What have I been doing?

Useless.

Down down down...

2010-11-26T05:20:00.004+08:00

I'm going down down down down down. The fever is back yet again. I'm feeling really horrible now. This is like the worst combo ever that'll happen to me. It's not as if I've been taking lots of heaty stuffs, in fact I've been taking things that's considered "cooling".

It seriously sucks to have the combo coming all at once, my nose is blocked and I cant breathe..there's nothing in my nose, no mucus or what not, so I couldn't clear it, it's just BLOCKED. So I have to sit upright. Then the headache is back again, I can feel my forehead reheat once again. Damnit. =( I feel damn sick and pist off. i can feel myself floating again. Which is equally irritating, cus that means I have no energy to walk around. =( AAAAAAARgh~

And my freaking throat is killing me!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! =(

My unique family traits

2010-11-24T04:49:00.002+08:00

See, when I cannot get back to sleep I would think of plenty of random what nots that keeps me so freaking active that I will tend to do a second entry like what Im doing right now. This is going out to my sis.

I was randomly blog hopping, so yea. Since it's been a while now since I've read her blog, I thought it's time for me to "invade" once again. I wonder if she reads mine, since mine is like so prominent. It's like on my favourites list. So yea, here goes. To my dear sissy, just to let you know, you have the biggest heart I've ever seen, as in always sparing a thought for others out there, unless on your lull period, where you get all cranked up and SELFISH. hahaas, ouhh well that I've got to understand cus that's what happens to me sometimes too, I guess in a way we're the same, we give when we can, and when we're running dry, we'll tend to me a little "stingy". Hmm, a good listener, always ready to lend a listening ear whenever possible, especially when I need one before I go to bed sometimes, just for me to whine my day away, or gossip bout that and what nots..you have a unique personality my dear sissy. Please don't look at yourself that way, you have a great personality, and your laughter is freaking contagious, cus when you laugh I can't see your eyes!! hahahaha. Though I love to attack your egos sometimes, cus I'm having that inferior thingy going on with myself too. So I'll tend to be a bully at home =) but you guys are catching up as well, bullying me, wearing my clothes and Im left with nothing nice to wear when I need to go out. Please arhhh!! dont treat me like that ehhhhhh... hahahs...

Hmmm, and for Joey.. though you're 9 years younger than me, at least Im proud to say that you know how to take care of yourself and behave like a young lady. Whereby we dont have to worry bout you getting astray and all. Though you get on my nerves most of the time, when you were younger, but no more for now, at least the 3 of us don't behave like enemies no more.

Im proud to have these 2 monsters as my sisters though they get on my nerves sometimes, but we've only got this chance in our lifetime to be sisters, this lifetime to make life difficult for each other, to share the sorrow, the joy and the laughters be it at our parents or anything else. Though we don't show it to our family members how much they matter, we show it in ways that we feel comfortable with. Like mum, shouting at the top of her voice whenever she's back home from work, I take that as a form of love from her to us, to show her utmost care and concern in the loudest way, and Dad, bringing back his smell from work, the sandwiches, his presence, his slamming of doors..LOL as a form of showing that he cares..it's these small little details, I believe every family has their own unique way of showing how their love for the family. My family does it the loud way, which I'll sometimes laugh to when I think about it.

It may be irritating when it happen there and then, but whenever the family gets to sit down and watch tv, someone bound to bring out these unique ways of us showing care and concern, and we'll all die laughing at our nonsense, trying to imitate one another and irritate the shit out of us.

=)

XOXO

here I am

2010-11-24T04:19:00.003+08:00

What happens when I can't fall asleep at night? especially under such unbearable weather. I will head here to rant about my day.

I would say my day was well spent, screaming and what nots, at least it got my mind off stuffs. So happily after my flight, I rushed down to Bishan to meet the kahkis for our prawning session and fish spa. I thought I was going to be on time but apparently they were EARLY. So I've got to help them "PEK"/peel the shell of the prawns. GGGrr~

I was screaming so badly when we went for the fish spa, money well spent for them, to watch me in such a dire state. I was screaming at the top of my voice, I didn't care bout my image, luckily my vulgarities didn't come out but I was in a very state when I tried the fish spa, excuse me if you're laughing at me now, you should try it for yourself!! The fish are as long as your fingers and it's like a whole school of them will crowd rounnd your helpless pair of feet, there was a video when each of us place our feet in, but Im just too lazy to load that up, cus it'll take like donkey years to get loaded.

Then it was prawning session. Mw, caught the least for the day! lol. As per usual there will be someone to offer prawns to Fen, lucky woman, always attracting people.hahaha! Her bf will ban her from Bishan as well if he were to find out about this. LOL!!.. And as for myself, there were many times when my rod hit the "tiang" LOL!! wasn't on form today to catch the prawns, as I was feeling kind of tired from flight, and also not enough rest. I was pretty much drained out after the 30mins of fish spa, therefore I was a little retarded with my movements when it came to prawning. I wasn't my usual self, didn't help much when the fellas were "peng-ing"/BBQ-ing the prawns, I was literally standing there waiting for instructions for me to do things. Else I was like an obstruction.

Fen bought gong cha for all of us =) hehe, slurps!.. I was mad hungry by the time we finished prawning. And up till now, I still wouldn't allow myself to touch the prawn. So it's either fen or mw will have to help me get the prawn out of my hook when I were to catch one.

Okay, my entry is a little jumble up, maybe I'll do the editing the day after or something. It's a fun experience though, Bibi!! we shall go there again!!.. I wanna see how you handle the fish spa..LOL!!..

After which it was sinful dinner for us. We had katong laksa followed by dessert at Haagen Dazs Springvale. WOOT! Punch me in the eye man! FAT LIKE FARK!!!!

yes, I know here I am whining that Im fat and all and there I am happily gobbling down any kind of food within my range. I guess if I don't maintain my figure, my bf is gonna runaway. Im gonna weigh more than him very soon!!!! =(

Stupid mouth, mind over matter!!! mind over matter!!!!! I MUST TAHAN!!!! Cant fit into my clothes very soon!!!.. =( dont wanna be fat and even more ugly.. =(

LOSE WEIGHT I MUST!!!!!!!! GET LOST FROM FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got to go catch some rest now, another long day tomorrow...

XOXO

Jojo

Jogged

2010-11-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

It feels good, went for a jog at the pineapple park alone after work. It felt great. Though I was dead beat the time I came back from flight, but I still push on, need to get some steam off.
It kept my mind off stuffs, at least it didn't stick to me like glue anymore. Guess I didn't stretched enough that I'm feeling the cramps on my left calf.
It's nice jogging on your own pace, just the music the scenery and nothing on your mind.

Gonna go bathe now and then time to do my mask! (:

untitled

2010-11-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

Back to the weekdays once again. Geez`

Play around with words

2010-11-20T12:40:00.003+08:00

With the wrong body language and tone, words that you say will make the other party feel pressurized. I take myself for instance, for a few occasions I recalled back, I realize I'm always too eager to get my point across not realizing that people might misinterpret it into another meaning and eventually get hurt/ think otherwise of what I'm trying to put across.

I was given a few simple examples, and true enough, it's like a subconscious effect after taking information we hear, and unknowingly project it out in a manner that you will never expect yourself to fall into.

The simple example bi showed me, not once but twice and in my head I was reacting exactly the same..

Am I too simple/stupid to use my head to think sometimes?.. must have been playing too much that I've forgotten bout human relation.. subconsciously doing things my way which I believe has caused those around me to start thinking.

For those that knows me well enough, have I changed? I really don't realize it myself till someone voice it out to me..

Just some running thoughts.. (:

A star for myself

2010-11-19T20:51:00.003+08:00

Give a round of an applause for myself =) *claps* I didn't show attitude at work today, I feel that I was carrying out my duties professionally..LOL.. serious. I didn't flare up, no temper, just genuinely from the heart. It feels good at the end of the day. It's like an accomplishment. There were a few situations but it was all handled carefully. It's the teamwork I guess =)

I really don't wish to be reliant on the painkillers, but the headache won't budge, I'm trying not to take painkillers now, but the throbbing pain is irritating me plenty. Tried using my palm to clamp my head, like read hard, it only ease the pain for a moment, then when I release it, it'll go on again. People at work tells me all sorts of stuff like not enough rest, not enough water, the weather.. but it all doesn't seem valid to me because I never had such problems before.

GGGGgrrr...

period

2010-11-19T10:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, it's just our own wishful thinking that things will work out in a better manner.

Scars will remain as scars no matter how much you try to make it recover, once the fragile vase has been broken, no matter how much you try to piece it back, it will never look the same again. This applies to everything.

I lie awake at night, having those running thoughts flashbacks that hits me one by one. Life ain't like a whiteboard where things could be erased and forgotten.

The headache is back..it ain't subsiding!! =(

Bought the star curlers and I love how the curls look there after.. =) but my ponytail is still too long for work, so I've still got to bun it up.. pfft`

What's wrong with me..

2010-11-19T02:03:00.002+08:00

Series of shit has been happening to me. First it was the wisdom tooth saga and now it's the headache that refuses to budge. It's considered the third day now since it has pestered me. It's really frustrating..and after reading up on google.. I feel that I fall into the "rebound headache" category. I remembered overdosing myself with the panadol extras when I had my bad toothache..and now it's like causing a rebound..it states:

Rebound Headaches

These are headaches as a result of overuse of pain relieving medication. It is a vicious cycle as the sufferer tends to use analgesics in order to relieve the headache thereby perpetuating the pain. Other drugs like ergotamine which is used for migraines may also be responsible for rebound headaches.

Any chronic use of analgesics that is stopped for up to a week will often lead to improvment of the headache in a case of rebound headaches. The easy availability of OTC and scheduled analgesics plays a significant role in the increase of these type of headaches as the sufferer is often unable to understand the benefits of stopping analgesics or cannot tolerate the pain (headache) and has to use an analgesic."

I've just popped 2 pandol extra. The headache seems dull but can be irritating at times..as it feels like it's getting more intense each time.. can these nonsense stop already.. =(

My bad habit

2010-11-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

I remember this feeling when one has to "book-in" how you'll long for your special someone's return. It's the effort that's put in that touches me lots, really.

You're my bad habit sweets.. (:

simple dinner

2010-11-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

It was just a simple dinner over at Vivo with the fellas, though not all responded at least there was a handful. Just the 4 of us, we had dinner at Thai Express, I was craving badly for TOM YUM, so I chose the Tom Yum Pla which is the Tom Yum Fish..it tastes just as good as the seafood. (: Cravings satisfied! and I had Gong Cha twice!! hahaas, it has the ai-yu jellies..I love the purple plum ai-yu tea, =) NICE.

Met up with fen earlier, and we had a shopping spree once again, as I was too hungry when I met her bout 6, we headed to provence to get my favourites =)) munching away happily..hahas..
Then we went cotton on, bought ourselves the same flats hehe and then we went crazy at Daiso. All in all I had 17 items of food and 1 pair of socks. LOL.

Mr Tan wasn't that happy bout me getting shoes again, so I gotta make sure I do wear those flats pretty often.. =p

Though we seldom meet up these days, the fellas are still as nonsense as ever, we all had our fair share of laughters =) It was nice catching up..

Not much pictures taken for tonight, not even a dual picture with Fen.. but it's the company that matters bahh.. =)

Now I know how it feels when there's no response..AT ALL.

blues NOT

2010-11-15T15:10:00.002+08:00

My day aint that blue afterall, I had so many things to do. Okay not really MANY but yea, handful, enough to keep my crazy mind from drifting again.

Will be meeting up with the fellas for dinner at Vivo tonight, I miss tom yum madness!!! I was so happy I've manage to find people for dinner tonight, yeaayy!! =) but to my horror, I realise I can't have SEAFOOD?.. DAMN!!! and I'm still arranging dinner at Thai Express..FML TTM!!! I'll have to choose an alternative, seeing it not having it. UGH.

I miss those spicy shits, so so so so so much!!!

Im currently waiting for my hair to be set. I've bought a hair dye from Mustafa the other night with bi and Nel..I would say Mustafa looks nicer now? lol you've got to see it for yourself..back to the hair dye, as I'm sick of seeing those patchy colours on my hair and also the fact that I wanna do something to my hair for the longest time ever..and since I can't do bangs, then I thought an alternative would be to do a touch up for my hair DIY style. I wonder how horrible it'll look,hmm...eitherways since I'm already at my worst, I don't bother much bout the image no more. So be it if im UGLY. As long as Im happy with it, you have no say in MY LIFE.

19mins had past, another hmm 21 mins?.. I don't really know if time really works for such stuff but yea, I guess I'll just follow the typical kiasu style, the longer the better?.. hopefully I do see new colours? or at least no more patchy sights..

Ohh oh oh!! yea watch "Unstoppable" simple storyline but it's nice to watch on a night when you have nothing to do..

I've a list of shows that I've yet to watch and hopefully something happens..LOL!!

-Eat,Pray,Love
-Jackass 3D
-Paranormal Activity 2
-Megamind
-Due date
-Sex and the city 2

hmm yea the list goes on unending.. Im currently still on the drama : Hai pai tian xin..yea laugh at me, I know kinda back dated, but I have khaki to watch it with me, who is non other than Mr Collin Tan. LOL!! That show is silly enough to keep me this optimistic and saint, and the fact that he's there to watch it with me. It's the FIRST TIME my bf would sit and watch a drama with me.. and that's because he's a female trapped in a male's body. LOL!! this statement is quoted from him so yea..

Just so you know Mr Collin Tan,
you RAWK my world! =)

Monday blues..

2010-11-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

Was trying to use the Ipad to blog last night apparently to no avail. Thus the details now. I was on a long "leave" which I wonder how much it's going to result in my pay reduction. *Fingers crossed*

The swelling has subsided, though it looks a little bruise on my face with that uglified greenish bruise there. I was glad my weekends was kept busied. At least Bi was there. Though there were really times when I felt like punching him straight in the nose, lol. But isn't it all bout the bittersweet that makes everything more memorable? that's to my own perception. Instead of losing weight, I've been happily gaining all the weight I could ever get. Instead of sticking to the soft food, porridge and what nots I chose hard solid food. Like really hard!. LOL that's the effect of not having proper meals for so long that now, after I've got rid of the wisdom tooth, I ate whatever I felt like eating, though it takes a longer time, I rather take solid food than stick to porridge cus Im really sick and tired of it.

Will be heading back to work like FINALLY. I do miss the work environment, and of cus the $$ flow.
There's still some other stuffs to be done to my tooth. =( REally, I feel pretty fked up. No more candies and all. Feel my pain and agony. =( I've still got one more tooth to pluck, one root canal and hopefully no more reactions from my other 2 more wisdom tooth. I'm still traumatized by the whole dental visit shit.

Love me at my worse or just STAY AWAY FROM ME.

Stay away

2010-11-12T11:51:00.002+08:00

As much as I tried to remain positive. Each time I look in the mirror it's like a slap on my face, the swell just wont go away, it doesn't even looks like it is improving..it remains this huge. It's really depressing, getting those weird looks from people. =(

UGLY AND FAT.

We attended Ai Ping's wedding dinner, she's looking at her best =) very sweet, she looked so gorgeous in her princess like gown and her custom sari. "Mums to be and the Dad next door.." so cute. hahas. There was 2 ongoing weddings, so cool. Ai Ping's and her sister-in-law, both held their weddings together, both ex flying crew.. awesome to the max. Pictures will be up later..

Bi, you took the trouble to rush and all just so to company me at the dinner, thankew so much, though at the expense of you being tired..xin ku ni le.. made me laugh so much, thanks for being there for me.. (: sitting beside a monster me.

miss you..

2010-11-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

Was randomly editing pictures and happen to fall in love with this.

For you..

Aching mad

2010-11-11T10:07:00.002+08:00

My face got even more swollen. This feels so crappy.

Made my way to the office this morning, arrived at the airport about 7:45am ain't I early or what.. hahas.. had a talk with my manager and saw some of my favourites =)

Feeling a little sick right now, gonna go rest some more.

Baby dearest I miss you..so much.

Oh no..

2010-11-10T06:41:00.002+08:00

Seriously I hope she doesn't have to restitch again, which I doubt it. Because I can still taste fresh blood in my mouth and the pain is still as excruciating, in fact my face looks more swelled up now. I'm scared of returning back to the dentist, I don't feel so brave anymore.

FML, Im still in agony.

FINALLY!

2010-11-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

I did it!! the wisdom tooth is gone! Im in another stage of agony, the pain was excruciating, cried like a baby. The after effect of the painkiller wearing off was horrible. It was too much for me to handle, I was crying away while I changed the gauze. Joleen couldn't take it when she saw me crying, I guess she felt helpless and not know what to do.. I still taste blood in my mouth now, hmmm, no more gauze though. I dare not squeeze the gauze into my mouth anymore, it makes me feel so uncomfortable, and it kinda sticks to my wound, so I dont wish to aggravate it any further. I dont wanna kill myself.

I hope this is the last time I have to visit the dentist to get my wisdom tooth removed. There's just too much things going on at the same time that I actually feel traumatized by the whole process. The dentist didn't really make me feel any much better, after extracting the front part of my wisdom tooth, the dentist seems to be struggling alot and it kinda worries me. True enough, with all the chiseling and all going on, my root doesn't seem to budge. So she had to make me walk out of the room to the xray room with my bloody wound, I was freaking out pretty bad. After the Xray, I had the urge to just run away, run home or something but that didnt happen of course, I obediently returned back to the room to continue with the surgery, that 1 hour seems to be the longest time I've ever had to endure. It's even worse than my root canal. I was literally shivering all over, like how coco will react when she sees the groomer or the vet, that scene should be hilarious, I really don't know how to react. I wanted to laugh at myself, as in my body was literally shivering, not as if I did it on purpose or what, but yea it came naturally, not within my control. LOL.

I had running images in my head as I lay there waiting impatiently for everything to be over and done with. I was scared stiff when I hear the chisel sound thingy it was in my mouth for a good whole 5 mins? I was so afraid that it'll cut my mouth open, like those gore scenes in SAW, my imagination was running wild I tell you. Then I imagine myself in one of those jackass scenes, which I almost choked myself, as I was too engross with my imagination that I forgot to swallow/breathe.. how dumb is that..hahas..

Mum says my face doesn't look swollen, which I beg to differ. If she say my face not swollen, that means IM FAT!! freaking hell.

That's alot of shit I've gone through for today. But I manage to finish my big bowl of porridge, 2 packets of pineapple tart and small slices of pear. Hmm, Im having cravings for bubble tea!!! kaoz.. this is crazy..

I miss you baby..

I wanna laugh so hard but I can't!!! TMD!!!! TOINK!!!
Joleen just said something dumb. Italics ( Ee-TAR-Licks) HAHAHAHAHA!!!! freaking hell!!! I cant laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haahahahahaha.. SHIT!!!!! OUCHHHH MY JAW!!! they purposely sia!!!! now my mum wanna join in the fun and create nonsense to see me suffer...SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BBBBBBAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

STUPID

2010-11-09T13:16:00.003+08:00

Im goddamn stupid. I could have just gone to this dental instead of returning to the same dental clinic. This one that I've just gone, could arrange for an operation for me at 330pm today. Phew~ a sigh of relief for me finally. Seriously, Im freaking stupid. So much for listening to my doctor to go here and there and what not when I can just go to other dental clinics and see what they can do for me.

STUPID DUMB ME.

AGAIN

2010-11-09T07:09:00.004+08:00

I wonder how many entries I can come up with in a day. Since 3-ish in the morning till now, this should be like my 3rd post already?, I've edited my "Taiwan" entry, as in more visuals added in.

Im glad the ache is gone for the time being after taking the painkillers. I'll have to head down to the doctor and then to the polyclinic to hopefully get my referral letter from the gp. So much to go through. K A R M A. This is the result. Geng too much mc's in the past, now that I have real cases I fear of taking mc. K A R M A!!!.. now it's time I suffer. Like suffer big time, called up Raffles hospital..they have standby dentist, that will cost me $500 just to activate him that doesn't include gst and consultation fees and what not. Then I called SGH, they have dentist available, and I'll just have to pay $90 flat rate for consultation, charges for the removal of wisdom tooth and what not have to base on dentist to access my situation before they can charge accordingly. Then nget was telling me there's such thing as getting the hospital to send the bill to my place as in to pay later, which apparently made me see a glimpse of light, but then again.. after checking, there's no such condition. SAD right.

So people out there, heed old people's advise..save for the rainy days. So that when such things happen, you won't have to bother bout money matters.
Is there any dentist that's running a charity drive or something, like helping the needys to pluck out their wisdom tooth?.. UGH.. how else shitty can things get for me?.. IM AT THE LOWEST PIT.

Some pictures to make your day..
Laugh at my FUGLINESS..

I was contemplating whether to cut bangs or not, and when I ask this question, bi will reply" Do you need me to show you how you look like with bangs?" then images of the bowl like fringe appears in my head, the hair that went wrong, so bad that it sticks to me like a nightmare from elm street. FUGLY was the only word which I consider appropriate.

I looked god damn fugly, like a drag in this picture. GOODNESS!! *smacks forehead*

That's some fugly pictures of me to entertain your day.

Back to my toothache. FML totally.

Something to distract me

2010-11-09T05:57:00.000+08:00

Silver's really cute in this video, the both of them actually.. at least it made me smile..

WORSE

2010-11-09T05:32:00.001+08:00

Im fucking feeling at my worse. K A R M A.

In agony

2010-11-09T03:39:00.002+08:00

Im wide awake right now, the toothache is seriously getting to me. Im running a temperature and I don't know what to do. I just popped 2 painkillers hopefully something happens, at least to numb the ache or something. I really cant take it.
I dont wish to take mc this is like the worse ever. To have all the nonsense all at once. It's like there's no quick relief for this. And this is it.

IN AGONY.

Devastated

2010-11-08T16:37:00.002+08:00

To get a referral letter from the polyclinic, I'll have to wait till END OF DECEMBER before I can FIX AN APPOINTMENT with NDC. By then wouldn't I have died of hunger?. It's like Im force to go on strike with my tummy. It's growling so loudly for food, but I can't bite anything. The trip to my company doctor was redundant, she did filling for me which is totally irrelevant to my pain.

Though I've got a referral letter from my doctor, NDC will charge me under private which will cost up to 2K, and that for any other appointments with NDC in near future which I hope not, will be charged as private no subsidy no nothing. So I drop the idea of sending my referral letter from my company doctor. Now, I need to go to the polyclinic to see their dentist which is like..end of December for them to understand the situation before they can write a referral letter for me to make an appointment with NDC for wisdom tooth removal........

Is it so difficult to just write a referral letter for me so that I can make an appointment with NDC?..

FML TO THE MAX, now I can only rely on painkillers for god knows till when. The Xray I did is making me more worried. My wisdom tooth is growing horizontally, that's why my other tooth are feeling so much pain, so much so that Im running a temperature..

Any recommendations for extremely strong painkillers? apparently the panadol extra aint working for me.

FML.

Airy

2010-11-01T21:52:00.002+08:00

Dear wisdom tooth, how are you now? I'm kinda missing you right now, it's a black hole on the left upper of my gum. If it's not for the lower widom that's causing the problem you wouldn't have to go.

It took me 1 hour to finish my bowl of shredded pork with mushroom rice. LOL thanks Fen for the company..lol, to watch the bo guay take her meals slow and steady. hahaha.

Now I've got 3 more wisdom tooth to go. Man, I wanna rid of all my agony. I look so rundown right now. So many red dots on my face, frizzy hair, bloated face and thunderous thighs. I'm looking at my WORST. Oh well..

Bleah..
Time to rest, feeling giddy already..

Not Okay..

2010-10-31T04:24:00.002+08:00

The consumption of panadol is getting more intensive now. The fact that the dentist aint open on Sunday kills me. I shall wait till Monday. Dear toothache can you just spare me from the agony. It's pretty much irritating. I need to pop panadols to temporary numb the pain. With the headache and the earache, I guess it's the wisdom and that cracked molar pressing on my nerves.

Monday. Just 1 more day.

TAIWAN

2010-10-28T15:45:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I wont mind going to Taiwan once again, because the time spent there was not enough..or should I say it'll never be enough? LOL I had tears forming in my eyes on the day we had to leave Taiwan. There's no culture shock, and it's not that complicated to get to places. There's just so much to see in Taiwan, they have the countryside and the modern era sites of Taiwan. I like those kind of feel. Unlike all the high rise buildings you see everywhere in Singapore. I mean it's nice to go away to places like this once a while. And also the fact that I have bi there with me. That means a whole lot to me. (: With bi around, I have no worries, it's like a sense of security, like I'll never have second thoughts like..ohh no will we be able to head back to the hotel, is he going the right way.. those thoughts didn't came to me at all. (:

I really enjoyed myself over there, though there were times when I tried to "la sai" lol. It's the first time I see bi angry okay.. lol. Pattern more than badminton! hahas, and I learned a new command from "san yi". LOL!! so funny!!.. Pictures are up, this time round in bi's album cus we're using his camera throughout the whole journey cus mine was of a lower quality..so yea. Hahaas.. I've missed out on quite a number of places, I hope I get to go there soon, this time round maybe I'll go for a week! hahaha, cus 5 days is really too little for us.

I miss the "cong yiu bing","qi li xiang",the family mart and the 7-11 and the ramen shop, and the "di gua qiu"..so many!! hahas..oh mann..

I've finally went on a vacation before the end of 2010. (:
I'll always remember the nonsense, laughters and fun thrills we had over in Taiwan.. (:

Bibi chen, wo ai ni. (:

finally!!!

2010-10-21T17:59:00.003+08:00

Im finally in Taipei!!! I cant believe this, it's been so long since I've gone for a holiday, though it's raining outside now, nothing stops us from roaming around the place while we wait for Mich and the rest to meet up with us at the hotel.

Once again I behave like a mountain turtle, I bet I've got on bi's nerves. LOL!! what! I just cant help it right.. I've bought my oversize yakult, hopefully will be able to hit Shilin tonight, shop till we drop!!!!

Bibi..thanks for companying me here.. =)

I love the 7-11 and family mart!! lol so colourful!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-18T12:02:00.002+08:00

I'm like in a holiday mood for the longest period of time ever. Been missing so much from school, literally MIA-ed from the SIM-ers. Great. Wonderful. The grave has been dug and it's all ready for me to lie in and cover up with mud. Lost my priorities once again. In my own lala land. Bi calls me LG = Lazy girl. ): Hais.

My groupmates gonna shoot me down BIG TIME. It's already the 18th. Everything is in a mess.. my stuffs ain't packed, I've got a long flight tomorrow, the weather forecast aint showing very good weather though. I have to play tug of war at night, NO BLANKET!. I need to jot that down in my shopping list, my OWN BLANKET.

Complacency sets in once again.

I cant agree more..

2010-10-16T22:34:00.006+08:00

Geek in progress.

For every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. -Quoted from Roz-